The best nights are when you’re with the one you love, doing nothing, just trying to fight sleep and enjoying the feeling of being in each other’s arms and forgetting the stress brought about by your studies, families and friends. You’re not doing anything sexual and dirty, you’re just making up on all those times that you didn’t have the chance to feel each other. At the first hour, you’re just talking about those things and stories that happened to you this last few days, even your most embarrassing moments.You laugh together, and when the laughter subsides, you’ll talk about serious matter, especially things between you two. Like how you miss each other, how you’ll celebrate your anniversary, and a lot of plans for your future together.
And the next hour is quite different. There are no talking involved. You’re just staring at each other, eye to eye. No one wants to break the silence. And it’s beautiful. It seems like you’re memorizing each other and you’re sinking on the depth of each other’s gazes. It’s a different kind of eye contact because it involves a very powerful feeling, love. You’re reading each other’s thoughts and looking at each other’s souls. Your inside thoughts are communicating and only you two can explain what are they talking about.
And it’s not just your eyes that are doing the job. Because your fingers interlocked with each other are also having a connection of its own. Like no one wants to let go. Like it’s glued together and separating them will not be that easy. Your chest is getting heavy. And thousands of realizations will hit you at the moment. You love each other for real. Sparks are everywhere. What a wonderful night. For a moment, you feel like you own the whole world. Because you’re with that someone you love.
This is fucked up
This fucked me up
I am not sleeping tonight…
you can’t please everybody, so do it for yourself. xo
“As life goes on, the more you allow any negativity to consume your thoughts, the less room you have for positivity to enter them. I’ve spent the past two years getting over an eating disorder and issues like self-harming and bipolar disorder. It’s a complete life change when you really want to better yourself and completely change the patterns that you have had in the past. Do I think I still need work? I think everyone needs work. I just keep working on myself. We can’t control all life… but what we can do is look ahead and dictate where we want to go.
Look at that booty, show me the booty
Give me the booty, I want the the booty
Back up the booty, I need the booty
I like the booty, oh what a booty